Thread:SelenaZephyr/@comment-6493589-20150506231048/@comment-24087318-20150506233738

Really? That's cute. Make a few jokes on a friends Wall that's really just a funnier way of saying I like how he stated his side and diffused the arguements against him, and I get a Block?

Lauren, were you not the person who messaged me, personally, on Skype, bringing up that you felt that the way you handled a certain issue concerning dealing with user warnings to be unfairly against me? Specifically that I was receieving too many, and people who committed the *exact* same offences as me were getting no such personal treatment?

You told me a week ago that you would attempt to formally apologize for this mistake. Did we also not have this little exchange, where you brought up that your Peers as Staff here were lazy, ineffective, and if they didn't have to do anything, they simply wouldn't do it out of convenience? http://i.imgur.com/wZDZYQb.png (Little bit of Proof, there.) Oh wait you told me *not* to tell Grif or anything of the sort. My bad. Hey Grif, don't click that.

It's been a week, and you've made no effort to do what you said. No apology. No rectification. Instead you've left it be, and chosen to "forget" or simply ignore my entire request. A request that you *agreed* to. A request that Minomelo agreed to, and told you to talk to me about because you were the one involved.

Was that all just a bunch of lies? Simply an attempt to placate me and hope I go away on nothing but your words and no actions?

Because here, with this, you've really just shown me your true hand. You spend a week "forgetting" to make right a wrong you admit to, but within half a minute of me making some silly asenine comment on a *friends* wall that was literally a goofy way of telling him he made a good contribution to the debate he was having I get *blocked*?

Clearly you hadn't forgotten me, since you were just waiting and watching my contributions until I had enough of being ignored by your false promises.

I'm not even mad at this point, it's disappointingly sad, and rather hillarious. You spent so long trying to tell me there's no bias. There's fairness.

I believed it.

I wanted to believe it.

I wanted to believe it more than anything because I'm frankly *tired* of being mad. I want to move on, make a few friends, crack a few jokes, and be happy. But when I literally make an attempt at humor and I get immediately blocked because it's "Flaming" because somebody with thin skin and a thick ego can take it as a personal insult rather than a virtual high-five to a friend on his own message wall I get blocked. And when I tell you that I think somebody posting on *my own* wall, personally insulting me is something I do not want, and I would like that person to get a warning, receives nothing that really just shows your real hand. And the real bias you're letting get the best of you.

It's petty. It's immature. All I want is to move on from this. But when I ask for a bit of fairness, I get ignored. When I make a joke somebody can take the wrong way, I get blocked because I've "been warned before" No I've been warned about not stopping debates and arguements, not about being goofy on a *friends* message wall. If he had a problem with it, by all means. If the person who thought it was offensive thought it was, then by all means. Or hell, you can do the trademarked "Don't want to solve a problem if I don't have to" and let that user come to me about it and I can take it back.

I'm more than reasonable, I just ask for a bit of fairness in handling issues around me.

But considering you seem to not be capable of that. (No, not an insult. A "Legitimate Criticism". Those are allowed.) Then clearly you've nothing but hollow words and false promises to give me while maintaining an aura of absolute spite towards anything you could possibly consider an affront.

It's beyond anger. It's beyond frustration. It's just sad.

Grow up and start giving people the same fairness and respect you'd like to see yourself get. Like I said above. I settled. I was willing to talk respectfully. And for the records, I have been through the channels I am capable of. But if *this* is what I get in return? Clearly it's not worth it. You've taken the slate I was willing to clear, the bridge I was willing to build and working towards establishing, and just shit all over it, metaphorically.

Go ahead, delete this responce because of that link where you yourself insulted your Peers abilities. Or because you think I've done you wrong actually standing up and defending myself.

All that does is prove I'm right, and that people here can walk all over me and people the Staff don't like with no retribution. And people said Staff don't like are persecuted for every single little thing that could possibly be considered bad to the full extent you think you can get away with.