Board Thread:Administrative Requests/@comment-4010415-20180225013443/@comment-4141313-20180226005904

SomeoneYouUsedToKnow wrote: BlizzardDragon wrote: .....And SYUTK..... Stop calling me Fubuki, please. Sorry, I can't really take too seriously the thought that you are so triggered by your previous, perfectly-fine name, just because 1 random asshole accused you of being an egotistic weeaboo based entirely on it.

Or better said, I can't really take too seriously the thought that you took so seriously an ad-hominem thrown by someone who would engage in such severely-terrible and baseless cold reading. It's not like there's anything wrong with Fubuki specifically, you know?

Hell, if anything, your username was tame compared to the ones I've used on the Discord: Archangel King Bone Star and Arcturus-Os:Master who is of God. It's not the name itself that I despise. It's the memories associated with it. Being called that by a random asshole made me start thinking about my numerous conversations I've had on both this and other wikis, and I became ashamed by how I thought I acted. Like an idiot, an immature fool, and so on. I didn't want to remember it anymore. Him saying it was a Weaboo name made me truly think it over, and I realized that the name I gave myself when I was 12 just sounded cringy to the current me, and reminded me of a time of my life I don't want to remember.

I know there is nothing wrong Fubuki on its own, as both OPM and YGO have characters with the name Fubuki that I rather like. But to be called it anymore was just reminding me of things I didn't want to think about. Things I rather wish I could forget entirely.

Its one of the reasons why I didn't want to be called King either. It came off as egotist, and brought back to mind numerous comparisons of someone else to me, someone I both love and loathe.

So if anything, I just don't want to be called it again so I stop getting depressed over memories from a time I'd rather soon forget, and from comparisons that I slowly can't help but feel become more and more true with each passing day.