User:Cbonde101

  But People make bad decisions in the heat of the moment.    Cbonde101   Hello! Welcome to my page! Allow me to ILLUMINATE you...

I'm a hardcore Gamer, Youtuber, and just a guy who loves to surf the Internet for interesting things.

Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/cbonde101 Xbox Live Gamertag: Cbonde10

Personality
Around friends and people that I can really talk to, I am usually calm, and mature. I am the kind of person to look on the bright side of things. Another attribute of me is that I enjoy making sense. Like, mumbling words that are fun to say, talking about how there will be justice, and how righteous indignation prevails through most issues, and how there is a chance of success when enough hope is involved.

Something I dislike is having my capability doubted. Such as people thinking that I don't possess fundamental intellect. This is often the source of self-doubt of myself. I often try and use my poetic proficiency to deny this self-doubt.

I am not going to lie, I see myself as a very clumsy and sensitive person. Whenever I feel bad about something, it haunts me till I am forgiven. Whenever I think about how friends may ignore me I wonder if I have, unconscious of it, been rude to them. Because thinking that I have been seen as a bad person, and being seen as rude, I really feel like a bad person.

I'm not angered easily, in fact I hate being angry. I'm not annoyed easily. If you ever actually want to say hi to me, just out of feeling like it, go ahead. I'm not easily annoyed. Unless, you doubt my capablity. Also, I can be quite sour when I'm annoyed, or bewildered, as well as disappointed. Whenever my inner debater is ignited, and brought to the forefront of my thinking, you can expect some contradicting, questioning behaviors from me.

I do NOT act in a hostile manner whatsoever normally. I stay out of all sorts of drama, just to be safe. I only speak when I feel it is safe to. I also hate getting into fights, and hate angering people. It's not in my blood to act in a rude manner.

I'm a very quirky and friendly person to other people, welcoming them kindly whenever they decide to join me in a PM. I'm a caring person who always wants to know what's bothering people, to see if I can help. I enjoy being at peace with myself, as well as seeing others be at peace. I believe in the clearness of thought, and that confusion and unsurety don't make for a fun experience. I believe in peace of mind and understanding.

Frankly, I like looking up to people, seeing some of the people on chat as older brothers/sisters (And yes, I go on the chat very often). And frankly, I like being looked down upon, and admired by my superiors. I like being cute to people, and I'm thought as such. I can't help but blush when people call me a cutie. ^w^

I am a very hardcore gamer, and along with that, just a lover of fiction in general. Okay, not ALL works of fiction, but A LOT. I want to write and be the creator of my own series someday, since I think it would be EXTREMELY fun. Some of my favorite factors/ideas in any story is cryptic, eldritch things. Like, ancient creature within the Earth, or, lost city/civilization in the sky. I love thinking of eldritch and cryptic monsters all the time, and even like to come up with them myself.

Whenever I have my avi as upside down, or inverted in any way, just know that I am either in a REALLY good mood, or I feel REALLY silly at that time. I've been told that I'm very good at writing, even by some people that I look up to as superiors. I often write for fun, though, I HATE writing blocks. I hate feeling stuck, like I can't think of anything. It's an undesirable feeling I get often, honestly.