Thread:BlizzardDragon/@comment-25936766-20180226013720/@comment-4141313-20180226025804

The time in my life I don't want to remember isn't the cringey part, its the name that sounds cringey. Its the time of my life when I gave myself that name that I'd rather not remember.

Around that point in my life time, I had heavily suicidal thoughts, and almost went through with it once. That one time I soon after was put in a Mental Ward for a week, and that week still disturbs me. Most of my Middle School life I prefer to leave forgotten, and when I gave myself that name, it was during that time. I am proud I'm not the antisocial brat who thought he could never grow up anymore, and that I can change. It's just that part of my life I'm still trying to move on from. That time did have good, but the bad still haunts me. I know forgetting it solves nothing, but I'd rather not actively think about it either. I just want to live in the present rather than keep being stuck in the past.

I appreciate the kind words, its just that name unfortunately reminds me of a time when I was at my lowest. KingFubuki will always have existed, and I can't hope it won't exist, as without that time in my life, I wouldn't be who I am today. But I can atleast try to move past the time and not constantly stress over the things that lead to that near fatal mistake.