User blog:BlakieWakie/Blog 4: April 12, 2016

Ohai everyone (And by everyone, I mean the 2 people that actually read these things). As you guys know, my life is a lie, but I am getting better. I just stopped with all the cutting and shit because everyone was worried too much about me. And by too much, I mean TOO MUCH. Avi was even worried about me, and that is something that I never wanted to happen. I was walking her to the bike racks, we said our goodbyes for the day, and as I was walking away to my parents car, she was like "Andrew, wait a sec." SO i turned around and went back to her. She was like "Andrew, I know you have all the cuts on your arm." And I was like "... how do you know this" So I showed her and she hugged me and said that everything will be alright." At that moment in time, I had a feels trip and almost cried. I hugged her back and we did that for almost a full 5 seconds, which was the longest we have ever hugged. I went home, hopped on the chat, and talked it out with Kilel (and Kilel, if you are reading this, I am extremely grapefruit XD). So I promise not to ever do something to you guys ever again. It just hurts the myself and the people around me. Swear.