Thread:Ragna the Bloodedge/@comment-10544474-20140504091138

I want to cry. I want to cry. That's all I want to do. There's nothing I can do. I want to be able to go back to the past and change all my actions so I can still be with her, but there's no way I can do that. I want to stop all this pain and suffering, but there's no way for me to resolve this problem. I cry and cry, but I can't solve anything. Even now, as she's told me to give up, I can't. She may not share the same feelings as I do, but I still want her by my side. I want to see her smile and I want to know that I'm a factor. I don't want to be considered just like everyone else, I want to be more than that, but I know I'm not any different. I'll die someday, just like everyone else. There's no changing the future, there's no changing the past. I can't do anything in the present. I feel dead, I want to die. Without her, I'm dead. The void in my heart lies there, continuing to exist. No matter what I tell myself, I can't change. No matter how many people help me, I can't change. I'll cry and cry and cry until I'm out of tears. I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry...I...I just wish I was dead...

~May 4, 2014. 2:11 AM~PST~ 