Thread:TEOR-MMMM/@comment-35691777-20190510043028/@comment-26173711-20190516064202

"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU THINK THAT WAS EVEN REMOTELY OKAY?!?!" Siva yelled.

"Holy jesus, Siva!" Elise blurted. Everyone was surprised by his outburst. Siva was unimaginably pissed off.

"HOW THE HELL COULD YOU HAVE THOUGHT IT WAS OKAY TO SHOW ME, THAT MY DEAD FUCKING MOTHER IS NOW A GODDAMN ASSASSIN TRYING TO FUCKING KILL ME?! DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH I WANTED TO FUCKING FORGET IT?! DO YOU?!"

"Yikes..." Junko whispered.

"Do you know how much fucking trauma her death brought me? Ever since that goddamn day, I've been trying to push it from my memory. I have fucking PTSD and shit from it, and the one thing, the ONE thing I want most in the world, is to fucking forget it. I was uncomfortable bringing it up, I was uncomfortable even looking at her goddamn corpse, and I was uncomfortable burying her. I just want to fucking forget it all. I said that I didn't believe that assassin was my dead mom because I DIDN'T WANT TO FUCKING BELIEVE IT. I WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FINE WITH THE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS SHOT DEAD."

He slumped down against a wall and covered his face, shaking his head. "I just... I just wanna go home and forget it all. I just wanna go to bed and pretend this never happened... I never should've joined this fucking idiotic war."

He looked up; tears were forming in his eyes, the first time in years.

"I originally joined because you guys needed help fighting off the G-Grimm. I stayed because I wanted to avenge my mother... Now? No point. No fucking point in staying in battle." He covered his face again.

Everyone stayed silent. They were extremely uncomfortable, and they didn't know what to say.