User blog comment:HazelQuill7445/Awesome fan art/@comment-4141313-20180820120538/@comment-27144409-20180821005951

You know, on ehting that probably made her more susceptible to the downright culty WF (undermining what little ground they had), would be self-loathing from having actually enjoyed the time in her life when she was masquerading as human.

I don't relate to the exact source, but I do have a lot of self-loathing and general self-image issues.

While it wasn't executed the best, Illia has/had room to be an iteresting and complex  character. Maybe if the plot wasn't trying to see how quickly it can break its neck, we might have gotten a good arc for her.