Thread:Busterleader92/@comment-24113789-20151024035252/@comment-24113789-20151024072825

I just realized that it's probably my whole problem is that I'm bad at expressing myself.

I wasn't trying to argue that my explanation was the absolute only one; I'm okay with the fact that people disagree with me. As for the wording of the actual blog post, I was just trying to make a compelling argument. Beyond that, I was just annoyed that my theory was being treated as completely invalid just because there were also some other explanations; actually, that's a pretty common occurrence for me on this wiki -- take my surname theory as example. It's a perfectly valid explanation, if not the only one, and I happen to have some support to back it up. But I just kept feeling like everyone was attacking all of the most minor points and ignoring the fact that it's a viable expanation even if there were some others. As the discussion dragged on and on... it got a little tedious. Sometimes my posts came out kind of opinionated. That was unintentional; with almost all of those I can recall external reasons I was stressed or frustrated that day, causing me to express myself poorly.

As for my reason for starting this message chain, I wasn't really seeking comfort; I can get that from people I actually know. I actually just wanted to be nice.

As a side note, I don't think I would have minded so much if Live had commented on my post. He's a whole different level of rude-- the level at which I stop caring. See,  if I know he's the problem, then I don't feel guilty about it, and I can move on. But when people I respect start climbing all over me, it can be pretty upsetting. I wouldn't say you guys were treating me like a spoiled child, though. It's pretty likely I was the oversensitive one, to be honest. I don't always think clearly when I feel attacked, and I sometimes feel attacked when I'm not actually being attacked.

Yeah, I don't like talking about my feelings. I really prefer them not to show themselves on the internet. Usually I can pull it off, but for some reason I always manage to get emotional on this website....

Oh, and by the way I'm not actually new here. I haven't made a lot of posts for a while, but I've been active on this Wiki for a couple of years.