Thread:ApplePy/@comment-14539881-20160608123850/@comment-25252046-20160608181334

It'll be my last... I don't have anything good left in me to appreciate Ember... this'll stay in my wall and nobody will bother to read it...

I'm gonna kill myself for real... nobody will know how, where or when... and nobody will care... I made a mistake that's unforgivable and now my only source of strength to push on with life is gone... I never wanted to lie... I never wanted it to go far... I wanna atone for what I did... given they don't want me to anymore, I have no other choice but to do it for real this time... Why would I post evidence if they're asking for it? I'm gonna rot in this shed and nobody will ever know I'm dead... what I feared the most is dying alone with nobody to see... but It came true... I'm going to kill myself... and nobody will be there to know... I've hid it here anyway... congrats on who will find it... It doesn't matter... Nobody will listen to me... nobody will comfort me anymore and nobody will come to stop me... My burden's finally over... but may my soul rot in hell because to them I'm evil and despicable...