Talk:Yang Xiao Long/@comment-43485709-20190813023737/@comment-4010415-20190815165742

Literally the entire song is about nothing but Yang dealing with the trauma. And Masma, the song literally says:

"Next time we meet is your disaster I'll bring the punishment Your song will be lament Revenge, my happy ever after"

In other words "Next time I see you, Adam, I'm gonna fuck you up."

The focus of the song is the traumatic event that Yang went through that was brought about by trying to save Blake, followed by Yang feeling like a new, stronger person after she starts trying to put the trauma behind her.

"My eyes are open wide / I'm racing to her side / There's nothing that I won't do for her" is Yang still reliving the event at Beacon, not what she's actually currently doing, hence "But this is not a dream / My mind repeats the scene". That line is referring to what she literally just said right before it, saying that the action of racing to someone's side with her eyes open wide is part of a memory that her mind is repeating in her dreams. Followed by "That was before / But not anymore / I've left it behind", saying that she's putting those nightmares in the past.