User blog comment:SomeoneYouUsedToKnow/SYUTK's V5E8 - Blake Sucks - Impressions/Recap/@comment-26397825-20171207042422/@comment-26018514-20171207070241

I took Ilia's logic to be closer to Spirited's interpretation, but that Ilia's own morality is clashing so much with her instructions that she is pretty much in the middle of a psychotic break that only her anger and guilt are sustaining at this point... in other words, if she fulfills the current objective she might actually create a persona/worldveiw that wholly accepts that this is indeed what she wants, but if she is stopped &/or confronted with the faults and offered redemption and a way out she believes is possible she will take it.... so... if this isn't resolved soon I will be greatly disappointed, but I still haven't given up on Ilia quite yet.