Thread:Lambda-11/@comment-10544474-20131225080854

Well, Lambda. I guess I might as well start our Christmas off by just confessing to you about our relationship. When we first met, I didn't know what to think, but to find out where you were after you were banned, I knew I had to meet you again for some reason. I later found the reason why, was because I fell in love with you. When you confessed your love to me, I was happy, beyond happy. I'm happy that we're together and I love you to no end. Yet, when we learned more about each other the more I grew worried, jealous of you at times, and the thought of my relationship with you kills me everyday. You're better than me in everything and I just want me to be better than you in something. You know that better, but you deny out every time. Please, stop telling me that I can be really smart one day,because I have to decide and I do what I do about it. You have your mentality of school and I have mine. Lambda, you're the first girl I've dated that has caused so many complications to what my heart says and what my mind says. I love you yet you scare me. I want you to tell me the truth behind all your actions in chat, because I'm scared. I want you to understand me, but I need to know that you trust me with your life. Lambda, if we were to live together later in life, would you still stay with me, even if what I do for life, as a job, etc. isn't good? If I have a job that doesn't pay a lot or no job at all, will you still stay with me? Lambda, I ask you this because I love you with all of my heart. I want to be separated from you and I want to be next to you, with you in my arms. You're my light, but you can't guide me out of school. No one can, only me, but I want you to be next to me, to keep me happy. Lambda, these are my last words: No matter what happens, I'll always love you. ...Please don't betray me... Merry Christmas and happy birthday my love. 