Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-5732937-20130507065419/@comment-20935641-20130822105935

My name began from my obsession with finding a real "Creator Deity" in real life, with no success. As I gave up, I enter a state of life in which i believed life was pointless with no meaning, an that death is inevitable (Also known as depression) and i became obsessed with death and tried to find a way to bypass it.I then found out of the number 9, which represents death as the greek word Theta. I as still trying to find a way to beat death. I combined by two old obsessions into a name, a name which represents me as what i someday want to become, A Creator